Hey again!

Next time, I'm going with a black stain. Black paint comes off so easy, you can peel it off! That's pretty annoying, to have to keep painting it!

Yeah.. I know, it's been a while. A lot has gone on, yet at the same time, a lot hasn't. Since I'm not quite sure what you don't know, haven't heard, blah, blah, I'll just yammer on, alright? xD

I've just recovered from a cold.. totally sucked. As usual, right? Still have some coughing, but that's alright. 

I'm two weeks away from paying off my credit card! FINALLY! Oh god.. I just keep thinking about that lovely 0$.. I know it'll only be temporary,seeing as I still pay 35$ a month until this coming October to this little girl,a nd her family as part of a plan. (She wrote me a letter! It was so cute!) And there is the stupid credit alert payments. Which I'm thinking on canceling lately.. Seriously. Something goes wrong once, and now I pay them at least $30 sometimes too for nothing. FOR NOTHING!

Anyways, I don't care, as long as I still have money of my own again to save up for college, and an apartment. By the way, it's driving me nuts with desire. I spend money, feeling like I want something, feeling like I need something. I don't want anything. The things I buy don't give me what I want. The things I buy won't change my life, won't make a difference, and THAT, that is what I want! But being the shopaholic I am, I just can't help it sometimes. Even if it's food, or hair dye, or just a $5 payment to an online game for something... that adds up. First you say, "Oh.. I'll only spend $5.. that'll give me what I want on it." next thing you know, you buy another $5 payment.. then another $5 payment on IMVU, and then lots of $3 payments, next thing you know, it's like, 40$ of money you spent, maybe more, maybe less, but hey, you spent so much of so little, you probably can't even remember how, and for what, right? How did it get this why? It just does. Hahaha~

April is my deadline. I need to finish my portfolio for college RIGHT NOW! D:< I don't care if it is like, March 1st tomorrow. It shouldn't have taken me this long, I feel so ashamed for being such a slacker. I've been buying stuff, and creating stuff, and making rooms, and feeling the drama of IMVU that I neither want, nor need, and I've also been trying my hand at the farms on Mabinogi. I feel more confident now there, since someone I met recently was helping me out on another sever. So I went back to my old, neglected characters, and made them sparkle again! Artemis0 on Mari is now my best character. I really dig this farm stuff too, it's very addicting! Especially when it gives you TONS of gold. I have 400k right now. I feel so rich! *-* Yes, that is EXTREMELY a lot of gold for me.
I've also been playing Harvest Moon.. my little girl Alice finally got to the child stage, which was a first for me, since in the old file of mine, she was only still a baby. Now Julius, and I have a second child, still a baby though, but her name is Cecilia~ Instead of going with white cat as my pet again, I focused on white weasel instead. I also got all the other couples married, and with, or almost with children now. Obviously, except for Candace. Also, Maya, and Chase are not married either, since I'm not all that thrilled to make them married, and with their ugly kid Dakota. Phoebe, and Calvin are not married yet because Phoebe is high standard in gifts, but their kid is my favourite.. He's so cute! I also rang the purple bell.. Now the Harvest King is telling my kid to go to another land with a new seedling,a nd leave our family forever?! HOW CRUEL! SHE'S JUST A CHILD! TT____TT I love my little Alice.. I don't want to say goodbye..

Hey, guess what else I found out? How much my sister likes me. You remember my little apartment plan in the last post right? Well, she apparently went, and applied for a couple colleges somewhere else, and got accepted into Waterloo. College, of course. See, it's not that what bugs me.. it's the fact that I had to find out through her status on FACEBOOK. She didn't even have the courtesy to tell me straight out that she decided she didn't want to move in with me, and Alyssa in Ottawa. I had to change my plans for her, and then I had to change them again, because she's a jerk like that. And I was finally gaining some compassion for her again. That's what I get for thinking someone in my family would pull through for me. I have learned enough that you can't rely on other people's promises! I should have remembered that lesson I taught myself! Whatever. WE DON'T NEED YOU. YOU'RE ANNOYING ANYWAYS. I LIKE MY BROTHER BETTER.

Alright.. I'm gonna wrap up this post! Wish me luck in the things I really need right now! I would really appreciate it! I know nobody else really reads this though. But I like to think people do. ^_^